Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Friday, July 20, 2012

#127 Ignorance

Today I've encountered a few things that I have been meaning to share about to you guys who this post may come in contact with. The main content of this post involve and has direct meaning with its title - IGNORANCE.

Throughout our lives, we've been trained and thought so that we can be ready to fight, compete and survive!

As we all know, to remain competitive, we must equip ourselves in the best and possible ways. Now here is the thing, equipping ourselves with the best possible there is out there and of course, within our reach and grasp, and one of it is knowledge!

I came across some faggot being overly ethnocentric to the point that they have stuck their ass in their own shithole so long that they condemn others out there.

Let me enlighten you guys more with an example:

As a Chinese myself, I am proud to be a Chinese, I'm proud to be part of this ethnicity, I went to a Mandarin  School and happily went on to a "English School" and I am where I am right now today. I can read, speak and if God willing, write in Mandarin and have no issues communicating in Mandarin (especially via sms because to me me pinyin is something very easily identifiable). The only thing is that I am accumstomed to English and English, believe it or not, is the easiest way to communicate because it only consist of romanized letters (Eg: w h a t -> what) whereas mandarin requires me to enter another process (Eg: w o a i n i -> wo ai ni ->我爱你).

You can call me a hypocrite and that I suck and other kinds of shit but in my defense, I have enough Chinese  knowledge to solidify my identity as a full fledge Chinese and I have not defame or in any sort of way trying to move it towards extinction. Heck, I've even planned to sent my children to be just like me, Mandarin based primary to get their fix of mandarin and English school to move them into the right direction.

Being half English educated doesn't mean that I've forgotten my roots, I've always have my roots in-check, of how Malaysian Chinese have travelled to Malaysian and throughout the generations, how they have worked so hard through blood, sweat and tears to ensure that the next generation doesn't have to go through the hardship that they have gone through. I thanked my parents, my grandparents for putting me in a good position and I've always vowed to do the best and ensure that the next generation gets even better from what   I've already been getting now and of course, without spoiling them and showing them what we have gone through over the generations.

People get really selfish when they're in their comfort zone, reluctant to move, reluctant to try something new, reluctant to help themselves to something even greater and always conforming to their own ignorance.

Despite the wall of text that I've just bullshitted, having ignorant people means having less competition and higher opportunity margin for me to succeed in live, as a Chinese.

Monday, November 21, 2011

#111 - Quote

Its been eons since i've posted anything here and i've almost, ALMOST forgotten how much effort and time was spent on designing this blog.


Just wanted to share a famous quote, which applies not only to the people in a country, but associates in any organization or party.


"Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country" - John F. Kennedy

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

#110 It

Today,
I was walking on the walk path,
I saw an old man across the road,
pushing his old rusty,
with a big old metal box behind,

He was an ice-cream seller.
The ice-cream he sold,
was no Häagen-Dazs or Baskin Robin.
But it was a living.

He sat down beside the covered pathway,
and took out an old rugged cloth,
to wipe the sweat on around his neck.

I ran across the street,
with the little money that i had in my wallet,
i choose the most expensive there is,
but it only costed RM1.50.

He opened the old metal box,
and scooped the ice-cream into a paper cup.
One scoop, two scoop, three scoop, four scoop,
five scoop, six scoop, seven scoop,
He wasn't stingy.

I handed him Rm1.50,
and he handed me the cup,
I gave thanks and he did too.

Passers-by looked on as they went on their way to have their dinner,
The reason i bought from him,
is not that i pitied or sympathized him,
But because he deserved it.

PS: Hope you don't misinterpret the it

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Dream

That day my friend asked me : "What do you study for? What dream do you have?"

Then i replied

Dream,
I study now,
for myself.
I study now,
so that my dream will become reality.
I study now,
so that my dream would be more than just a dream.

Dream,
You could've dreamt of anything,
but it would never become reality.
You could've continue dreaming,
but it would never come true.

Study,
to make myself better,
to make myself competant,
to make myself better equipped,
to make myself stronger,
to face the harsh and cruel world,
which where my dreams may lie.

(Tang,2011)


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Value of What is Called - Life


Recently or maybe for quite sometime (maybe the fire that time haven't burn until here), its been circulating around facebook that a guy actually commited suicide because of a fail relationship of 4 months. What? 4 Months? Are you serious?

Yes. It seems that it is quite true that this guy (I'm not gonna name names) wrote a heart broken letter with sorry speeches and don't blame her,who,what,where,the world for everything he has done. Eg: Commit suicide. Oh ya, this guy also take a picture of himself with tears to make the note sound more touching and he actually did it in affecting lots of "Brilliant" people that supported him because he die in the name of love.

Love? Yes. Love it maybe. But die in the name of love? This guy had it his way and it was easy. People who die in Aids/HIV/Cancer compare to this guy? This guy will be at the bottom of the list. No. I'm not here to comment about him nor judge him. Who am i to judge? I don't judge a person but the situation. The situation is just all wrong.

For those wannabes out there seeking for a legacy. This is not how you leave a legacy. A legacy of pure failure. People might talk about you today, tomorrow, 2 weeks later. But after one year, you'll be just another fool who died for a loss cause. Of course. The girl that you LOVEDDD will be in deep pressure and stress when people identify her as your passive/indirect murderer even though you don't want people to blame her but what people like more than a blame game. When you die, which you already are, dead. You have cause a hell lot of trouble for your parents,friends and family. You die, need to pay for your funeral, need to waste time handling your funeral, need to waste the energy to cry for your early yet dumb death. Yes. I certainly wouldn't hesitate to call you dumb for wherever you maybe right now. Congratulations. You fulfilled your dream by destroying others. Yup. You one hell of a generous guy.

For those wannabes out there who wants to die because of a fail unworthy relationship. Go ahead. The world wouldn't mourn or even remember people like you. Heck. you're doing a public service by erasing yourself from this world.

I have to tell all my readers out there. Yes. The world is cruel. If you can't take the heat, stay out of it.

You guys might be angry of me for posting all this things. yet i have to remind you that I'm tackling the situation and not the person. I'm sorry for your loss. You guys might curse me. Curse all you want but be reminded that a healthy, well-working and even good looking fella have to die of not natural causes but through a stupid decision. Its just pure wasteful. Think about those who haven't really lived their life. Haven't been given the opportunity to spread their wings, have been bed ridden all their life and waiting for the dark parade. Those people who had cancer, accidents, born defected. They lived their live in full and as meaningful as other normal people are. They are the true souls, true hero, true people that is willing to be call worthy of Love and praise.

We should live our life to the fullest and fulfill our destiny because it is what we should be and will be. Self-termination is not and never was the answer to any trouble.

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

-God Bless You All-

Thursday, March 13, 2008

What A Day

After suffering for boredom for 3 days, i finally got back my PC from the workshop.I miss my PC so much.I had to put up with my sister just so that i can use her laptop.
Nevertheless, i got back my PC but i had to redownload everything that i once had.